Ending 2015

~28th December~

So I really wanted to go to Christmas Wonderland at Gardens by the Bay, bc I was so excited to see the decorations, the lights, and all the attractions set up. So eventually the gang decided to go together  hurhurhur

So before we went to GBTB we went to marina square to have our dinner!! We ate @ manhattan fish market. *Cough* fishy chicky bang bang HAHAHAH jeez who comes up with these names

With Cavan!!!! Thanks for the tai yang bing and pineapple tarts from Taiwan whoop they were really gooooooodddDdd

With MARCUSSSSSS and that Marina Bay Sands behind tho

We reached GBTB at around 9pm and I was suuuuuuuper disappointed to find out that most of the attractions were removed already, but thanks aykin for following me to ask around hmmmmmm I really wanted to take a photo at the Photo Booth jeez ;-;

Nonetheless I really thought the decorations and lights were beautiful, the place was still quite crowded, mostly by couples LOL

That lighting though HAHA no need for effects

ABCDM

With my santa lul

The background was soooo pretty. We literally spent like 20mins at this spot bc these guys taking pics........AND CAVAN LYING ON THE FLOOR LOL. 

Dope or nah

Overall I had a really good day with these guys as usual, went home quite late and much thanks for wanting to accompany me Santa \(^~^)/

~30 December~

Met up with gwen after sooooooooo long because of her USA trip jeeeeeezzzzzzz missed her so much

~31 December~

Spending new year's eve with Kaipie. We had a relatively expensive meal but it was really good and worth it!

Finally we went to a place we were supposed to visit before Os, it was so touristy and funny but it felt to be able to go there with Kai before the end of the year!

We practically just walked around the mall, then I had this random idea to get a henna tattoo in Little India HAHAHA I didn't even had a place in mind so we basically just winged it and do our best to find a henna place. The henna was kinda expensive but heck its the end of the year time to do some yolo shit

We went to MBS just to walk around. We are always going to either Dhoby, Marina, or Stadium area hahaha. Singapore is reallllyy small and boring damn

So happy to be able to spend New Year's Eve with kai cause she's one of the main people heavily involved in my 2015. We dealt through a lot of shit together. I wouldn't be this same person right now if it weren't for her support, company, jokes, weirdness. Kai my soul sister :*

AND we were coincidentally matching. (yellow bags and her yellow shorts)

Bye 2015, you taught me a lot of things.

Thanks for reading!

-Beth

2015

If people asked me what does 2015 mean to me, I would say:

It is the year I finally graduated from secondary school, where I can be away from many toxic people. Secondary school isn't my best of years so I'm glad to have to leave it already.

It is the year I got promoted in AK, stepped up my skills, and experienced my best season yet.

It is the year that I have seen the bad twisted side of some of the nicest friends I thought were close to me. And obviously I don't regard them as someone close anymore.

It is the year I could finally step down from my cca, which I have been waiting since Sec 1 lol.

It is the year I have reconnected a lot with  God, and I'm so glad I got the chance to attend con camp. I met a lot of friends that are also very kind at heart and loving. Shoutout to jasmine!!! Hehe

It is the year I let go of some phobias I had, and I'm proud of myself for that.

It is the year I was finally able to let go of you. On the third year of everything, of pain and emotional roller coasters. I thought the feeling would never come, but when it did I welcomed it with open arms cause this was what I have been longing to feel. I am finally able to look at you and not feel the same prominent emotions as before. It's the year I'm proud of myself to be able to let go of you, and to finally cut off every last tie.

-Beth