2017-01-23

(poem 3) - our transient beauty

we are polar opposites
distinct contrasting subjects
if we were characters in a story
you would be my foil
the author cruelly plotted how
every personality trait, every chance
of ours would be perfectly juxtaposed

albeit our differences
the author beautifully plotted how
the innocence of yours accurately fills
the cracks from sin in me
your smile radiates the kind of light
that softens the stiffness in my heart
the kindness, patience of yours 
that is so rare to find in this world
made even the cruel, erratic, ignorant me
want to change my ways

as i fell in love with your personality
i somehow felt like i could be loved again 
that i was no longer just an ugly monster;
in your eyes at least
your presence became satiating, comforting
spiraling into something i yearned desperately
like water to thirst, like food to hunger

but the thing is
you are so kind, so loving
i was so blurred i forgot that 
you were like that to everyone too
i started to become a paradox
ironically, though you taught me selflessness
you stirred selfishness in me
because i didn't like sharing you with others
in fear that you would soon realize
i was nothing but a weed in your rose field

the beauty i saw, the way 
you complemented me, with the
good in you balancing the bad i had
the author sadly plotted how
only one of us was able to see it
and your presence turned out to be 
as inevitably transient as my happiness

e.m.c. 



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